Friday, February 3, 2012

Too busy

Hi,

I have too much work with school this week, I will be pretty busy till Friday. I did my shopping tho. I have a nice white sexy tank top in which I look like little innocent girl, some slutty stockings, I have already small hole in them and skirt. I bought those things really cheap so they are nothing extra, but they will be great for what I will use them. As for underwear, I found really cheap teen set of pink bra and panties both with hello kitty pictures. I bought two and I have to say I love it, it totally met my expectations. 70A bra is really way too small and it feels so naughty wearing it, my whole chest is under pressure and same with panties, I can feel them tight around my hips and ye I like it. Also I found some panties just for about 2 dollars, great deals I thought, so I bought a pink naughty one in my size, I will dedicate them to my bdsm lifestyle. Also I bought thongs for 2 dollars and they are faulty, its funny. They are not centered so when I have them on its pretty weird and uncomfortable. It will make a wonderfull toy for selfbondage I guess.

As for other toys, I didnt bought ear plugs, because I read on them that they are only against big noise, so it wouldnt work as I wanted. Anyone have idea how to eliminate noise? I tried loud music but that is not quite effect I want. Anyway I bought about 40 new plastic black clothepins and I think I will buy even more next time Im in the shop. They dont squeez too hard but they are not even so easy, nice for placing lot of them on my body. I tried to put all 40 of them on one of my thigh and I decided that I need more of them. I bought a pepper sauce, the one I think burns most from all I tried. It should have got 30% of chilli. I dont know if I can find a hotter one in normal shop, and I dont know if I can stand a hotter one to be honest. I dont have a sand paper because I wasnt around hardware store, I will buy it tho in near future. Last thing I bought were long rubber bands. They are pretty thick and Im sure it will be painfull. I will have to test them soon.

I plan to do something on weekend, but for now I have to focus on school. If you want to dare me what to do with this new stuff I bought, feel free to contact me by email or in comments, I will do my best to complete the dare.

Bye

Monday, January 30, 2012

Shopping tomorrow

Hi guys,

tomorrow Im going for big shopping. Pretty usual thing that girls do right? Well its true, we like that, but tomorrow it will be different. Im going to buy some cloth and props for my bdsm play. Im really excited about it because I will go to city where I will have whole afternoon for myself and my perverted mind. I will definitely visit some cheap cloth store maybe even second hands. I have some ideas of what cloth I want to buy for this summer. Then I will spend some time in shops selling tools or garden props, I dont know, maybe I will see something that can be used as torture device. I will see.

As I said Im going mainly for clothes. I want some white or pink cheap panties or thongs, smaller size then I wear. I was even thinking about some childs underwear, I really want to feel that on my skin after few days wearing it. I plan to get really dirty in those panties during my sessions, especially looking forward to outdoor play.

I will also buy some matching bra, again in much smaller size so my chest is really under pressure. I like the idea of having clothepins or anything sharp in small bra on myself, that is really tight on my chest. Also Im looking forward to marks which I get by wearing small sized cloth.

Another piece of clothing I want to buy tomorrow is some really cheap and short dress. I want to modify it then at home and make the most slutty dress ever. I was thinking about making it even shorter if it will not be enough, making holes in it or write humiliating things on it. It will be nice piece of clothing for bdsm play and potentional outdoor humiliation. Again I will try smaller sizes, but I think it will not work quite well like with underwear.

Last thing on my wishlist for tomorrow are stockings. I want black one, or maybe pink. They should be really slutty and I will dont have mercy for them. I really liked bondage and bdsm play in stockings few days ago but I dont want to ruin my own stockings. I will see what else I will find in shop tomorrow and I believe I will buy something more.

As for other props I definitely want some good ear plugs, or anything that will make me hear nothing. I want to try selfbondage with blinfold, ear plugs and gag. I could use some more clothepins so I will be buying pack of them. I will be getting some hot sauce, I already have my favorite, dont remember how strong it is but I will share more info once I buy it. I want to push myself and get into selfbondage with this on my pussy, didnt find courage yet.

Sandpaper, never used it and I dont know why. It sounds like great tool, especialy into my new bra. rubber bands, but some stronger ones. I use the small ones from time to time, they are quite painfull but nothing special. I like marks they leave tho. You can even draw on your body with those things. Well I want some big ones.

And thats it for my list. Im sure I will buy some more things when I see them. I wanted to share about my plans for tomorrow and I will surely write about what I bought and what I didnt. I will be happy if you write me your ideas on pervertable items? Or what do you use?

Have a good night !

Orgasm without touching

Hi,

yesterday when I was doing my workout before bed I got really aroused and decided I will cum one more time using no hands. I dont mean that I can cum just by thinking on it, I would like to, but I cant. But what I can do is to achieve orgasm with some pain and physical exhaustion. Usualy when I do this I workout some part of my body, no matter which part, until I cant go on and then I can cum without hands. Long running or riding a bike until my body is exhausted works too.

Yesterday I was working on my tummy quite hard so I decided that its nice opportunity. I lay on my back with my legs straight and I rised them a little bit off the floor and held until I was out of power. I repeated this few more times. I was really excited by this and when my muscles were thightened it felt almost like Im touching my clit with vibrator. When I thought that my muscles are exhausted enough I added some pain.

I used clamps on my nipples, the ones with hardest squeez. I put them directly on my nipples so the pain was quite bad and excited. Because there was now a bigger pain then in my muscles, I could hold my legs longer, so I raised them up and instantly felt how my pussy is throbing and how orgasm is coming into my underbelly. Before I came my legs dropped on the floor. I took a quick break and then tried again, almost but I had to wait on third try that was succesful.

Now I should say why I like cumming like this from time to time. It is absolutely different then releasing myself in normal way. It is weak sensation compared to normal orgasm but its much longer, the sensation is coming in waves but not regularly and I can feel much more contractions. When I start to cum I usually ease my muscles and when I tight them I send a new wave of orgasm into my body. I continue like that until I cant go on or until I dont feel any pleasure, I usualy can keep cumming for about a minute, sometimes more. But Im not saying its minute long orgasm, as I said it is not so strong and it is in waves. Its something between pleasure that you feel masturbating and full orgasm. I cant really discribe it but its definitely worth it because its pretty unique.

After that I usualy just lie, breathing hard and feel happy but want more. Orgasms like this are not so relieving, I have quite a urge after that and I always cum again in normal way. Its the same feeling as ruined orgasm, except that ruined ones are pretty frustrating and not pleasurable at all.

Today my tummy hurts really bad, I couldnt even stand up from bed normal way I do in the morning. But well, it was worth it. When Im working out or stretching myself and I want to push myself really hard like this for example, I always use another pain, like clamps on nipples. I can definitely do more reps then or stretch myself more, because I ease the pain in muscles, do you think it is good or am I doing something really bad?

Also can you cum without using hands? Or do you have any special method like this? I would like to hear from you, in comments or on mail.

Have a nice day :)