Dare I wrote for getdare.com. I will write a report after I complete it myself.
I was in bdsm mood since morning today so I think up evening / night scenario for myself, and thought I might share it. Main goals for me were hard bondage, hard pain and I wanted to try a self-sensory deprivation.
This scenario is going to push limits a little bit. I want to test my ability to endure a long time in bondage without being able to see or hear. Also it may take some time, so make sure you have house, or room just for yourself ,)
Items you will need. Ropes, lots of clothpins and some clamps with harder squeeze if you like pain alot, whip / cane / anything you can hit yourself with, handcuffs or chains and padlocks (not if you arent interested in strict bondage), few pairs of undies, ear plugs and some bigger piece of clothing (Im gonna use jean skirt). Oh and vibrator or vibrating egg or anything you use.
First of all put vibrator on your pussy, but not inside. What Im going to do is to spread my lips, place a vibrator so it is directly on my clit, and then pull atlesat 3 pairs of panties on. I will use undersized ones but I think your size is fine too. Then to make 100% sure it will not move I will tie my crotch with rope, make it extra tight.
Second step you should do is to find a good place to tie yourself up. You will want some immovable or heavy objects. Because my room is in attic I use two pillars. Prepare all your props before you start tying up. Also as we are going to be in bondage for some time, find some shibari how-to for suspension if you are not familiar with that. You should not have ropes too tight around body parts.
Im going to tie one of my leg up in the air, then fixed it with second rope around knee so I cant move at all and the leg remains vertical position. As for second leg, I will tie it to the pole on the other side of my room. I will try to suspend it as much as possible. The goal is to half-hang by my first leg and while I will be spread as much as I can because of second leg. When I finnish this I should be lying on my back with my butt in the air, I should feel preassure on my anckles and it should hurt abit because of how stretched I will be.
After that prepare some rope behind your head, you will then lock your hands to it. Just make sure you cant reach yourself when you lock your hands in future. If you are going only after sensual bondage skip everything involving hands. Ofcourse dont lock yourself yet.
Next step is to put ear plugs in your ears. I bought some of them in hardware shop, you can still hear tho a little but its fine for now. Then I will put my head in skirt and tie some rope around it to make sure it wont come off. Mainly around eyes so I cant really see any lights etc.
Now you are secured and the fun can begin. You can play with yourself as you like, smoothing your body etc. the panties and vibrator should make sure you cant really pleasure yourself. Also now its a good time for some pain. My expectations is that it will be more intense without ability to see or hear.
Push yourself here a bit. Im going to use a telephone cable. My idea is to circle body parts. So I will start on my right thigh, move to first butt cheek, then second, left thigh, my tummy and at last chest where I will try to aim for nipples. I will whip myself on one spot until the pain is unbearable, then I will hit myself 10 times more as hard as I can in that position. After that move to next spot, dont stop. Go over every spot 2 times, if you are more daring, do more circles. I prefer harder hits instead of long whipping tho.
After that you should be pretty warmed up. Now its time for clothepins and clamps. Put clamps directly on each nipple, then rest somewhere on breasts. When you are out of clamps try to put as many clothepins as you can on your skin. Chest, tummy, thighs, arms, neck. I have about 50 clothepins and I plan to use all of them. By the time you place last one, the first one should hurt already.
Now enjoy some pain. Try to push yourself, atleast thats what Im gonna do. Clothepins on skin cant cause any major harm anyways. When the pain will start to be unbearable and you will want to take all of them off, turn on the vibrator and hold some more. You can enjoy the pleasure till edge, if you dont want to you can turn it off sooner, but dont cum. When you turn vibrator off its time for some whipping again.
Same routine as before, whip yourself until you cant go on, 10 hard ones and move to other spot. When you are finnished you can take of all remaining clothepins. Count them. After that whip yourself again. On each spot as many times as number of clothepins left on your body. And dont be gentle on yourself.
Now we are almost at the end. Before locking your hands, try to find as many clothepins around you as you can. You will place them on your body once again, but this time connect them with rope and make a long zipper. I will have a key tied at the end of the rope so this will be also my release method.
When you are finnished take your time and then just turn on vibrator and locked your hands to prepared cuffs. To free myself I will have to tear of all the clothepins. Its up to you when. You can do it during orgasm, or after orgasm. I will go the harder way and try to endure it as long as I could. I expect myself to cum few time before I finally tear them of and free myself. Also the tearing will be pretty slow as my hands are going to be tied up.
After that you are free. If you are brave enough post a report. Also if you are not experienced in pain so much you can do it without blindfold, the amount of clothepins and time you will spend whipping yourself is up to you. If you are going to do it you should start stopwatch to see how long you spend in torture. Might be interesting :)
Friday, February 10, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Adventure 2
This is the scenario I prepared for myself during last weekend. I knew that I would be alone whole Wednesday so I wanted something more complex. I didnt recieve any special wishes so I was on my own again. During Saturday I planned my whole day. I wanted to try something long this time. I was always fascinated about stories where someone had to endure bondage for whole day and those stories were big inspiration for me this time. Most of them are probably just fantasy as I dont seem real that clamps can be safely on nipples for ten hours for example, but the overall idea is really hot. So I prepared everything, put some keys into freezer and went to bed, already horny just thinking about Sunday.
I woke up at 8:00 as I planned and ate a breakfast. Next I took padlock keys and put them inside mailbox. I have mailbox right on the frontdoors but still I have to open them and there is quite a busy street outdoor. I then put my mailbox key in the backyard, right in the middle. Neighbours can easily see me there and I cant open mailbox without that key. Well my escape method was almost ready, I didnt plan any backup because those keys were safe. Next thing I did was to bring all props I needed downstairs and get ready with selfbondage.
I wanted to use my new cloth that I bought exactly for this, so I put on my pink undersized panties and bra, slutty black stockings and white top. After that I put chain around my belly and lock it around my panties, so without key I could not take them of. At this point I had to bring my ice cube with key, because I was ready to get into selfbondage.
My plan was divided into three parts. I will have to endure 30 minutes in panfull bondage while vibrator will force my clit hopefully into multiple orgasms. After that I will keep myself in strict bondage until the key in ice cube release me, leaving me in easier restraints. Then I should be able to get key from garden when it goes dark and open mailbox on the street.
First I chained my legs with 10 cm long chain so I can move but not so easily, and then I put another chain, tightly around my anckles, so I couldnt move at all. I used some ropes next, for my feet, knees and thighs. Then I put another chain around my chest just under my breasts. After that I took my dry shaver, in a grocery bag, and put it inside my panties. The reason why Im using this over vibrator is that it can easily slip away from right point and the battery can last maximum up to 30 minutes. I have to try hard achieving orgasm with this "toy" and usualy it turns off at the worst moment. I just love teasing and denial but also I dont think I can stand vibrator for too long. When my "vibrator" was in its place I tied another rope to my anckles and pull them to chain around my chest as tight as possible. When my legs were close enough I could lock a padlock between those two chains, anckles and chest, I did it and was trapped, with my whole body in really bad and painfull position. I was almost done but I was going for strict bondage this time so I turned on my shaver and locked both arms to the chain around my chest. I planned to stay with hands like this till evening, but for now I had to add something more, so I locked my wrists to the chain around my belly, and that was it.
The whole position looks pretty hard but it wasnt so bad, hardest thing was to remember correct padlocks order. I was there on the floor pretty satisfied with what I have done. After a while I came back to reality when I felt strong and quick orgasm that I could not stop. I was kinda suprised when it hit me because I wasnt really focusing on it. I clenched my muscles into ropes so my whole body was shaking. It was really long one and immediately after that I felt another pleasure waves, it took me just few seconds and I was cumming again. This time harder and even longer. Again I was stretching my whole body towards the ropes and trying to squeez out every pleasure wave from inside. When the second orgasm was over I was already exhausted, my body started to hurt and I was sweating everywhere but shaver in my panties was still on my clit and I started to feel another one coming. This time it took me a while, I was trying to stimulate myself with a little movement and finaly I was cumming again. Wave of pleasure was replaced by pain and exhaustion. I knew that this will be interesting, my clit was sensitive and vibration in my panties started to be little unpleasant.
I had no idea about time, it could be 20 minutes since I turned my shaver on or it could be just 4 minutes. I was getting quite worried because it was right on my clit and because I had really small panties it wont probably move away. It took just few moments until pain transformed into pleasure and I felt how Im approaching another orgasm. I wasnt helping this time, I was laying without any movement but it was pointless. Orgasm came maybe even quicker then before and still powerfull. Right after that it started to be really bad. I was trying to move that thing in my panties somewhere else but I couldnt almost move at all. I started to be worried about how I will pick up the keys. I was trying hard until I finally rolled over. I could touch the ice cube with my fingers, so atleast this was a good sign, anyway at this point my pussy screamed for another orgasm and I was quickly building myself. I couldnt control it anymore and during orgasm I already knew that it will hurt again after that. Orgasm was quicker this time but more intense, like the pain transformed into pleasure and then again back into pain. Way bigger pain then before.
Honestly, I have done this kind of forced orgasms before but this time it was really one of the most painfull session. I think that it was because of those small panties and because of the whole bondage position. After the fifth orgasm I started to panicked a little because I was totally lost in time, I didnt know how long I will have to endure it. I totally forgot about everything else, was laying there trying to not think about pain in my clit. I was fighting the ropes, putting my body into more pain and I hoped that my clit will hurt less because of this. I wanted another orgasm, not because of pleasure but because I needed break from pain. I was trying hard and finally I came. The orgasm was again quick but really intense, I started to moan and that is kinda rare when I dont want to. But this time it was just automatic. When I came the pleasure moans turned into painful moans. I ended up back on my chest with sharp pain in my clit. It was really bad and new to me, I even thought that my shaver is scratching my skin, but I had a protection on it so it wasnt possible.
It was endless, I couldnt even cum again. I was trying but every time I felt a little bit of pleasure it turned into pain really quickly. It seemed like hours to me, even tho that it could be seconds maybe few minutes. I was praying the shaver to turn off. When I felt its vibrations are slowing down I was so happy and when it stopped it was such a relieve. I rolled over again because laying on my tummy started to be uncomfortable. I felt how my body slowly starts to hurt everywhere not just my pussy. I cant say about what I was thinking. I was mad at me because of how much pain I had to endure, but at the same time I was enjoying it. It was so exciting that I couldnt fight that pain. I was kind of happy that my plan works so far, but at the same time I was worried and angry because of it. Well when you are horny you can plan some really nasty things for yourself.
It took a while until I stopped feeling that pain in my clit, but I had to endure another part of this day. The battery can last for about 30 minutes but the ice cube will melt in 3 hours, maybe little less during summer. Again I had absolutely no idea about time since the shaver stopped, I was just guessing, maybe 15 minutes, more or less? Anyway the ropes were doing really good job. The whole position was pretty hard and when I thought that I will stay like this for couple more hours, I wanted to cry. For few moments I was really sad because I planned it too hard, but when I was thinking about it I started turning on again. Bad for me I had no chance to cum this time.
I was trying to keep my mind clear, well more or less. I was focusing on sexual things. I was dreaming about myself in some kind of basement, or inside slave ship. It took just few minutes and I was horny again. Such irony, first I want to stop cumming badly, now I would like to but cant. The bondage was really painful by this time. I was trying to change positions but with no help. My legs, back and chest hurt most, but my hands wasnt a lot better. I was proud how nicely I prepared this to myself and I really enjoyed the pain. I was helping the ice to melt faster also but after a while my hands was freezing so I took long breaks. I could feel it smaller and smaller and this helped me to stay focused.
Big crisis came after about hour maybe more. I wasnt able to move at all in this position, maybe to roll over, but my legs were fixed perfectly and also my back was more or less in same position all the time. I started to feel big urge to move, so I fought ropes for a few moments but then stopped. I was feeling really bad that moment and thoughts about how I wont be able to free myself came on my mind. I started to help with melting again until my hands was freezing cold. When I calmed down I was thinking about possibilities how to make it even worse next time. Maybe blindfold, or clothepins.. I imagined how it would feel to have clothepins on skin for this long and that excited me again. When I came back from my dreams I decided to hot the ice some more, and when I was smoothing it I felt something sharp. It was the key, and I felt full of energy again.
It was suprisingly easy to unlock padlocks on my wrists but I couldnt reach the padlock between my legs and chest. I was trying hard and then I had to rest. My hands were a little bit sore so I wasnt as flexible as before. Well I was fighting with this situation for some time, really frustrated, but finally I could open it. I bruised my arms, but whatever I was free. When I straighten my legs it was amazing. I felt so free, even tho I was still tied up. I was resting for a while and then I proceeded with untiyng my legs and unlocking my anckles leaving just that 10 cm long chain between.
I sat down to check my body. It was a mess. I was sweating everywhere and my panties were wet. When I imagined that I will have to spend rest of the day in those wet cloth, I was horny again. I wanted to take out the shaver from my underwear but I had a hard time reaching it. I could barely touch my panties. I stand up on my legs just to found out how exhausted Im, but I wanted that shaver out and I hoped to look into panties and see if "everything is ok". I used wooden spoon to grab the bag and then I could reach it with my fingers so I pulled it out finally. Then I was able to see that my clit is really big and bright red, but it looked fine even tho it was still really sensitive when I touched it with the spoon. Also I checked clock finally and it was almost 13:00 so I spent about 3 hours in bondage. Maybe a little bit less with preparing and unlocking.
After that I drink some water and tried to mop my sweat on the floor. It was hard with my hands and anckles still chained, but it was the plan. Immediately after that I started to think about orgasm, or better how could I cum without messing anything. I decided that best thing will be to hump the broom, it will be easy to clean after. I could feel that my pussy is still sensitive but the urge was bigger then pain. I wasnt easy to cum like that but finally after minutes of fucking my broom I came, hard, and it was once again that good normal and long orgasm. Especially the feeling that I could stop right after was nice.
Another part of the plan was going to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet with my legs spread out as much as I could, but it was all I could do. It was so unnatural to sit there in panties that I had to force pee out, but it was fine. I peed directly thru the panties without messing anything. The bad thing was that now I cant really sit on chair. I improvised and used some old paper to sit on after.
Well after that I spent just a normal day. I just did everything slower, and I had some trouble preparing food. I must admit that I was really looking forward to evening because the cloth soaked in sweat wasnt really nice whole day outfit. I smelled really bad and the fact I had to pee with my panties on didnt help. When I decided its dark enough I took the key from the garden and prepared for my last exciting moment. I had to open the front door, unlock the mail box and pick up key. First of all I was looking from a window and when I didnt see anyone I moved to doors. I opened them a little and listened. I didnt hear anyone so I fully opened them and unlocked mailbox as fast as I could. It was really a quick action and I think that nobody saw me.
I unlocked everything left on myself, took my cloth off and finally check myself in mirror. I was bruised a little bit around my chest, and I had some bigger bruise on my right arm, hope it will dissapear soon. My pussy still excited and still red, I guess this was one of the hardest sexual adventures I did. I had some minor marks on legs but nothing serious. Overall I was fine. I washed my cloth and then I had a long and hot bath.
When I was lying in water I was just living my day again in live dreams. I was really proud how good I prepared everything and basically everything worked how I wished. I came for the last time that day before I cleaned whole house and went to bed. I didnt even thought about masturbation on Monday at all, I was really pushing myself so hard that I lost my sexual urge on one day.
And this is exactly why I love selfbondage and self-play at all. I imagine a situation, get into that situation and I have to endure it no matter what. My only limitations is courage and fantasy. I cant imagine a life without self-play, even when I will be in bdsm relationship if ever. I once again convinced myself about this and Im looking forward to the next scenario.
Just reminding, Im ready to complete your ideas this weekend. If you have womething on your mind and want me to do it, feel free to email me.
Have a nice day !
I woke up at 8:00 as I planned and ate a breakfast. Next I took padlock keys and put them inside mailbox. I have mailbox right on the frontdoors but still I have to open them and there is quite a busy street outdoor. I then put my mailbox key in the backyard, right in the middle. Neighbours can easily see me there and I cant open mailbox without that key. Well my escape method was almost ready, I didnt plan any backup because those keys were safe. Next thing I did was to bring all props I needed downstairs and get ready with selfbondage.
I wanted to use my new cloth that I bought exactly for this, so I put on my pink undersized panties and bra, slutty black stockings and white top. After that I put chain around my belly and lock it around my panties, so without key I could not take them of. At this point I had to bring my ice cube with key, because I was ready to get into selfbondage.
My plan was divided into three parts. I will have to endure 30 minutes in panfull bondage while vibrator will force my clit hopefully into multiple orgasms. After that I will keep myself in strict bondage until the key in ice cube release me, leaving me in easier restraints. Then I should be able to get key from garden when it goes dark and open mailbox on the street.
First I chained my legs with 10 cm long chain so I can move but not so easily, and then I put another chain, tightly around my anckles, so I couldnt move at all. I used some ropes next, for my feet, knees and thighs. Then I put another chain around my chest just under my breasts. After that I took my dry shaver, in a grocery bag, and put it inside my panties. The reason why Im using this over vibrator is that it can easily slip away from right point and the battery can last maximum up to 30 minutes. I have to try hard achieving orgasm with this "toy" and usualy it turns off at the worst moment. I just love teasing and denial but also I dont think I can stand vibrator for too long. When my "vibrator" was in its place I tied another rope to my anckles and pull them to chain around my chest as tight as possible. When my legs were close enough I could lock a padlock between those two chains, anckles and chest, I did it and was trapped, with my whole body in really bad and painfull position. I was almost done but I was going for strict bondage this time so I turned on my shaver and locked both arms to the chain around my chest. I planned to stay with hands like this till evening, but for now I had to add something more, so I locked my wrists to the chain around my belly, and that was it.
The whole position looks pretty hard but it wasnt so bad, hardest thing was to remember correct padlocks order. I was there on the floor pretty satisfied with what I have done. After a while I came back to reality when I felt strong and quick orgasm that I could not stop. I was kinda suprised when it hit me because I wasnt really focusing on it. I clenched my muscles into ropes so my whole body was shaking. It was really long one and immediately after that I felt another pleasure waves, it took me just few seconds and I was cumming again. This time harder and even longer. Again I was stretching my whole body towards the ropes and trying to squeez out every pleasure wave from inside. When the second orgasm was over I was already exhausted, my body started to hurt and I was sweating everywhere but shaver in my panties was still on my clit and I started to feel another one coming. This time it took me a while, I was trying to stimulate myself with a little movement and finaly I was cumming again. Wave of pleasure was replaced by pain and exhaustion. I knew that this will be interesting, my clit was sensitive and vibration in my panties started to be little unpleasant.
I had no idea about time, it could be 20 minutes since I turned my shaver on or it could be just 4 minutes. I was getting quite worried because it was right on my clit and because I had really small panties it wont probably move away. It took just few moments until pain transformed into pleasure and I felt how Im approaching another orgasm. I wasnt helping this time, I was laying without any movement but it was pointless. Orgasm came maybe even quicker then before and still powerfull. Right after that it started to be really bad. I was trying to move that thing in my panties somewhere else but I couldnt almost move at all. I started to be worried about how I will pick up the keys. I was trying hard until I finally rolled over. I could touch the ice cube with my fingers, so atleast this was a good sign, anyway at this point my pussy screamed for another orgasm and I was quickly building myself. I couldnt control it anymore and during orgasm I already knew that it will hurt again after that. Orgasm was quicker this time but more intense, like the pain transformed into pleasure and then again back into pain. Way bigger pain then before.
Honestly, I have done this kind of forced orgasms before but this time it was really one of the most painfull session. I think that it was because of those small panties and because of the whole bondage position. After the fifth orgasm I started to panicked a little because I was totally lost in time, I didnt know how long I will have to endure it. I totally forgot about everything else, was laying there trying to not think about pain in my clit. I was fighting the ropes, putting my body into more pain and I hoped that my clit will hurt less because of this. I wanted another orgasm, not because of pleasure but because I needed break from pain. I was trying hard and finally I came. The orgasm was again quick but really intense, I started to moan and that is kinda rare when I dont want to. But this time it was just automatic. When I came the pleasure moans turned into painful moans. I ended up back on my chest with sharp pain in my clit. It was really bad and new to me, I even thought that my shaver is scratching my skin, but I had a protection on it so it wasnt possible.
It was endless, I couldnt even cum again. I was trying but every time I felt a little bit of pleasure it turned into pain really quickly. It seemed like hours to me, even tho that it could be seconds maybe few minutes. I was praying the shaver to turn off. When I felt its vibrations are slowing down I was so happy and when it stopped it was such a relieve. I rolled over again because laying on my tummy started to be uncomfortable. I felt how my body slowly starts to hurt everywhere not just my pussy. I cant say about what I was thinking. I was mad at me because of how much pain I had to endure, but at the same time I was enjoying it. It was so exciting that I couldnt fight that pain. I was kind of happy that my plan works so far, but at the same time I was worried and angry because of it. Well when you are horny you can plan some really nasty things for yourself.
It took a while until I stopped feeling that pain in my clit, but I had to endure another part of this day. The battery can last for about 30 minutes but the ice cube will melt in 3 hours, maybe little less during summer. Again I had absolutely no idea about time since the shaver stopped, I was just guessing, maybe 15 minutes, more or less? Anyway the ropes were doing really good job. The whole position was pretty hard and when I thought that I will stay like this for couple more hours, I wanted to cry. For few moments I was really sad because I planned it too hard, but when I was thinking about it I started turning on again. Bad for me I had no chance to cum this time.
I was trying to keep my mind clear, well more or less. I was focusing on sexual things. I was dreaming about myself in some kind of basement, or inside slave ship. It took just few minutes and I was horny again. Such irony, first I want to stop cumming badly, now I would like to but cant. The bondage was really painful by this time. I was trying to change positions but with no help. My legs, back and chest hurt most, but my hands wasnt a lot better. I was proud how nicely I prepared this to myself and I really enjoyed the pain. I was helping the ice to melt faster also but after a while my hands was freezing so I took long breaks. I could feel it smaller and smaller and this helped me to stay focused.
Big crisis came after about hour maybe more. I wasnt able to move at all in this position, maybe to roll over, but my legs were fixed perfectly and also my back was more or less in same position all the time. I started to feel big urge to move, so I fought ropes for a few moments but then stopped. I was feeling really bad that moment and thoughts about how I wont be able to free myself came on my mind. I started to help with melting again until my hands was freezing cold. When I calmed down I was thinking about possibilities how to make it even worse next time. Maybe blindfold, or clothepins.. I imagined how it would feel to have clothepins on skin for this long and that excited me again. When I came back from my dreams I decided to hot the ice some more, and when I was smoothing it I felt something sharp. It was the key, and I felt full of energy again.
It was suprisingly easy to unlock padlocks on my wrists but I couldnt reach the padlock between my legs and chest. I was trying hard and then I had to rest. My hands were a little bit sore so I wasnt as flexible as before. Well I was fighting with this situation for some time, really frustrated, but finally I could open it. I bruised my arms, but whatever I was free. When I straighten my legs it was amazing. I felt so free, even tho I was still tied up. I was resting for a while and then I proceeded with untiyng my legs and unlocking my anckles leaving just that 10 cm long chain between.
I sat down to check my body. It was a mess. I was sweating everywhere and my panties were wet. When I imagined that I will have to spend rest of the day in those wet cloth, I was horny again. I wanted to take out the shaver from my underwear but I had a hard time reaching it. I could barely touch my panties. I stand up on my legs just to found out how exhausted Im, but I wanted that shaver out and I hoped to look into panties and see if "everything is ok". I used wooden spoon to grab the bag and then I could reach it with my fingers so I pulled it out finally. Then I was able to see that my clit is really big and bright red, but it looked fine even tho it was still really sensitive when I touched it with the spoon. Also I checked clock finally and it was almost 13:00 so I spent about 3 hours in bondage. Maybe a little bit less with preparing and unlocking.
After that I drink some water and tried to mop my sweat on the floor. It was hard with my hands and anckles still chained, but it was the plan. Immediately after that I started to think about orgasm, or better how could I cum without messing anything. I decided that best thing will be to hump the broom, it will be easy to clean after. I could feel that my pussy is still sensitive but the urge was bigger then pain. I wasnt easy to cum like that but finally after minutes of fucking my broom I came, hard, and it was once again that good normal and long orgasm. Especially the feeling that I could stop right after was nice.
Another part of the plan was going to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet with my legs spread out as much as I could, but it was all I could do. It was so unnatural to sit there in panties that I had to force pee out, but it was fine. I peed directly thru the panties without messing anything. The bad thing was that now I cant really sit on chair. I improvised and used some old paper to sit on after.
Well after that I spent just a normal day. I just did everything slower, and I had some trouble preparing food. I must admit that I was really looking forward to evening because the cloth soaked in sweat wasnt really nice whole day outfit. I smelled really bad and the fact I had to pee with my panties on didnt help. When I decided its dark enough I took the key from the garden and prepared for my last exciting moment. I had to open the front door, unlock the mail box and pick up key. First of all I was looking from a window and when I didnt see anyone I moved to doors. I opened them a little and listened. I didnt hear anyone so I fully opened them and unlocked mailbox as fast as I could. It was really a quick action and I think that nobody saw me.
I unlocked everything left on myself, took my cloth off and finally check myself in mirror. I was bruised a little bit around my chest, and I had some bigger bruise on my right arm, hope it will dissapear soon. My pussy still excited and still red, I guess this was one of the hardest sexual adventures I did. I had some minor marks on legs but nothing serious. Overall I was fine. I washed my cloth and then I had a long and hot bath.
When I was lying in water I was just living my day again in live dreams. I was really proud how good I prepared everything and basically everything worked how I wished. I came for the last time that day before I cleaned whole house and went to bed. I didnt even thought about masturbation on Monday at all, I was really pushing myself so hard that I lost my sexual urge on one day.
And this is exactly why I love selfbondage and self-play at all. I imagine a situation, get into that situation and I have to endure it no matter what. My only limitations is courage and fantasy. I cant imagine a life without self-play, even when I will be in bdsm relationship if ever. I once again convinced myself about this and Im looking forward to the next scenario.
Just reminding, Im ready to complete your ideas this weekend. If you have womething on your mind and want me to do it, feel free to email me.
Have a nice day !
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