Hi, this will be the first post, or first scenario, that includes your tasks. As I said in past, I will do anything in my limits, so there is a big space for kinky ideas. I will write about night fun from yesterday, again it wasnt too extreme but it was fun! I liked it because it was your ideas and I felt like a toy little bit.
I started by warming myself up watching some bdsm art on the internet before I continued with first step. First task was to stand in my window, blindfolded and with lights on. I should stand there until I reach orgasm, plain and simple :) Well I must say that it was pretty easy task for me because as I wrote already couple of times, my room is in attic. I decided to make it harder tho, so I picked the window that is facing the road. I think that anyone who looked up would see me, but I also think that nobody is looking up while walking the street :) Reaching orgasm took me some time. Standing is always the slowest position for me.
After this orgasm I was nicely warmed up and eager for another pleasure. I decided to put together both ideas from comments on my blog with a little tweaking. Im sorry that I wont follow your directions exactly but I know from experience what my body can take. Well I more likely know what my body cant take and I have some bad memories from past :) thanks to them Im much sober now.
I prepared my vibrator and with ropes I secured it directly to my clit, no insertion. I think that this was the readers point. Also vibrations are a lot more intense this way, no question about it. I tight myself on chair, nothing fancy. It was pretty comfortable bondage, I mean in comfortable position, the bondage itself was tight and I must say I can do chair bondage pretty well as I couldnt move at all except my toes and hands.
Oh I forgot to tell about my release method. I dont use icecubes anymore, even tho I did in past and its a pretty romantic release method if you know what I mean, very iconic for selfbondage, random and the cold drops can be used for another sensation. When thinking about it I should try it again . But yesterday I used selfbondage CD tray opener program. Im using my notebook for this, as there is no danger in blackout and the program automatically open the tray when battery is low. I set it up for 45 minutes, but I started countdown before I tied myself, so I couldnt reach it from chair.
So I was tied, timer was on now just finnish and enjoy the bondage. I put clamps on my nipples a rope in my mouth. On the rope I tied my 1Kg weight and connected the same weight with clamps on my nipples. It was predicament situation, I holded the weight with my mout so my nipples were fine, but if I let got it will hurt.
Then I quickly put a chains around my wrists and looked on my notebook display. There was 32 minutes left, so Im going to be in this position for half an hour, exactly how I planned. I turned on the vibrator, put blindfold on my eyes and quickly locked my hands behind my back with padlock.
I was in strict bondage, all thoughts went away and I could live just for the pleasure in between my legs. And it was pretty strong and intense pleasure. I knew that in perfect situation I should hold the first orgasms as long as I could but Im far from being perfect. I was building myself fast, helping with hips and with every attempt of movement I felt the ropes on my skin. And the vibrator was in excelent position, not moving at all. I was cumming like a little bondage whore in few moments. It was long satisfying orgasm and the second one followed.
There was no break, I cant even say when exactly the orgasm ended and I started to build up again. I was building myself up much longer this time but also the pleasure was much better then first time. It was very beautiful, and very rare, the sensation from masturbation was so strong that I wanted it to never end. It happens to me from time to time, usually after a lot of orgasms, but I came just two times today which was strange. I was totally lost in time by this point. I couldnt tell if this second orgasm lasts one or ten minutes.
After that I came back to reality again. My pussy started to be sensitive but still wanted to cum again. It was painfull, but at the same time it was really nice. I came back to the earth at this point and tried to hold orgasm this time really hard. I had no idea how long time was left. Also after the second orgasm I realized that I have still the rope in my mouth, I totally forgot about that and was surprised, but something deep in my head holds my teeth together, which was really nice of my body.
I was fighting that orgasm for quite a long time, but I just couldnt hold it with vibrator in this position, no matter what I do. So I came at last and things started to go interesting. Its really hard for me to describe moments like this one, same as its hard for anyone else describe the orgasm. Its not a pain, when I hit my ass with whip thats pain this is different. Immidiately after orgasm I feel horrible sensation torturing my pussy, so intense that I cant focus on anything I dont even think at that moment. This last just few seconds but feels like eternity. After that I start to feel pleasure again, building slowly and easing the "pain" in my clit. Eventually it will get to point where there is only pleasure, but at this point I know Im so close to orgasm and that it will be painfull again. Still I enjoy orgasm and I dont care about anything while cumming.
Its like a rollercoaster but with every orgasm the pain is bigger, longer and the orgasm weaker. It gets very dangerous in fact, thats why I put a timer just for half an hour. It took five orgasms before I felt keys dropped. After that it was a pretty straight forward. I unlocked my hands as fast as I could and turned the vibrator off. I was sitting there for a while before I untied myself. The thing I was proud about was that I hold the rope in my mouth whole the time. My nipples were sore from clamps but it could be much worse.
So there was another of my forced orgasms adventure, I hope you liked it because its one of the thing that balance on my limits and I said to myself multiple times in past I will never do a long season with uncotrolable vibrator :) but you asked for it, and Im here to suffer so thanks for that :)
Again, I beg you to write me anything I should do or I should write about. If you are interested in anything about me in detail, I will be happy to write out, and I think that by now you can tell I love to write about myself, and its even better when I know someone actually ready and enjoys that :))
Have a nice day, bye :)
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Saturday, February 25, 2012
School - first test
Hello guys :)
As I said, I was doing a semi-public scenario at my school this week. Well it wasnt too daring, but it was like a test for something bigger in future, and it worked exactly as I hoped.
So, about the idea. There is about 600 lockers at my school but you dont have your own, you just rent it. Everytime you want to use a locker you must use your ID card in the entrance and one of the lockers is assigned to you for a day. At midnight, all lockers reset and they all unlocked, ready for morning. My idea was to use a key, let it in random locker and see if Im lucky or it is already taken and the key is gone.
I was never tied up or turtured under my cloth at school, where I have to actually focus on things, so I wanted to try slowly for the first time. I asked some people about what should I do, and tried to complete all ideas into my first scenario.
I used three keys and padlocks, so on Tuesday I left keys in three different lockers plus to be more daring I left photo of my tits in one of them. Next day in the morning I prepared myself. I insert vibrator in my pussy, but I didnt turned it on, was afraid that someone would hear that, so I used it just as dildo. I put my underwear on, secured my bra with chain and one padlock. After that I pulled my panties up, so the vibrator went even deeper, then I secured my panties to bra with another chains. One in front and one in back, bath secured with other two padlocks. I know that it is not so extreme but I was really unsure and wanted to test slowly :)
Well I went to school like that. If I find a key from bra padlock, I can free myself from bondage and vibrator but I must strip naked on bathroom. If I find one key from panties chains, it wont have any effect, I may be able to slip vibrator out, but it would be still hard. I left my hous around 8:30 and I should get back at 14:00.
When I closed door behind myself I was already excited. I was passing other people and it was really a great sensation, feeling the vibrator inside me, and chains on my skin. I was trying hard to maintain casual look like everything is normal. Vibrator was really deep inside me, and walking like that was really pleasurable. I really got away with that feeling and few times I caught myself moving my ass like slut and tensing muscles around my thighs. I believe that I would cum easily like that, I felt building myself, really slowly but I felt it. I stopped because I didnt want to cum on busy street and I bet I looked stupid I dont really walk like that. Its about 15 minutes to my school, and when I arrived I was excited even more.
I wasnt sure if I want to find keys or not, because this situation wasnt unpleasant at all and I kinda liked that. I used my card and entered dressing room. First thing I saw were three girls standing near locker in which I left key with my photo. I felt wave of sudden excitement inside me, and I instantly walked towards my locker for today. I was trying to hear their conversation, but it was about some subjects, so I think thay didnt find what I thought. I took of my winter jacket, very slowly waiting for them to leave.
When they left I went to check my hideouts. When I looked around, most of the lockers were closed. I started to feel that I might have bad luck. And I was right. The locker with key and my photo was already taken same as the second one. But I was lucky and found key in the last one. I had no idea what padlock it unlocks. I rushed to the bathroom, locked myself in cubicle and lift my shirt up. First I tried padlock in front and it was it. I must say that I was kinda happy it is not a key from my bra at that moment. I pulled my jeans down and tried to make my panties more comfortable, and it wasnt much better, wedgie in back was still very tight. I played with vibrator a bit, tried to turn it on for a moment, but it was so deep inside me I couldnt reach it, I would have to pull it out slightly and I didnt want that. I tried to pushed it even further inside to find out how deep it is. Vibrator was all inside secured with panties, but it wasnt painfull. Well I dont have really long one :)
Anyway my class was about to start, so I dressed, made sure nothing can be visible thru cloth and left bathroom. I saw some free spots in the back of theater, I didnt want to sit directly next to other people. Vibrator still felt nice, but only until I sat down. I didnt even realized that I was standing whole the time. I cant say it was painfull like I couldnt stand it, but it wasnt pleasant at all. When I moved on chair it was even worse. So I decided to not move at all, and see if I can endure that.
Well I spend almost two hours there, trying not to move at all, enduring pressure on back of my pussy and focusing on course at the same time. I must say that it was most unpleasant feeling I ever gave myself in public. After this I stand up and felt instant relieve. I was thinking about trying to pull it out, but I wanted to be hard on myself, I can do another course like that. I went back to theater after break, sat down and enjoyed that strange feeling once again. I was moving on chair a bit, pleasuring myself a bit to make it better. I was sitting all the way in back, so I was actually free doing whatever I want under desk. When it was over I was horny again. I decided that I will cum on my way back home, if I could.
So exit school and walked towards my house. Vibrator felt nice once again and I started to build orgasm. I was twisting my ass and hips, tensing my muscles, I must have looked funny. I tried really hard and it was really nice feeling, but I couldnt build myself up, there was no orgasm.
That is about my first public try. Also at home I went to bathroom because I needed to pee already. I was really wet between my legs, and I had huge dried spot on my panties. When I freed myself I felt great relieve on my ass, which was strange, because I didnt feel any pain in that area.
As I said, it wasnt too extreme as a story, but it was fun, something new, and I will definitely doo more sem public stuff. Do you have any idea what should I do? Using lockers or just in public? Write in comments ! If its in my limits I will do it and post about it :)
Today I will be doing some ideas from comments on my blog, so see you soon :)
Bye
As I said, I was doing a semi-public scenario at my school this week. Well it wasnt too daring, but it was like a test for something bigger in future, and it worked exactly as I hoped.
So, about the idea. There is about 600 lockers at my school but you dont have your own, you just rent it. Everytime you want to use a locker you must use your ID card in the entrance and one of the lockers is assigned to you for a day. At midnight, all lockers reset and they all unlocked, ready for morning. My idea was to use a key, let it in random locker and see if Im lucky or it is already taken and the key is gone.
I was never tied up or turtured under my cloth at school, where I have to actually focus on things, so I wanted to try slowly for the first time. I asked some people about what should I do, and tried to complete all ideas into my first scenario.
I used three keys and padlocks, so on Tuesday I left keys in three different lockers plus to be more daring I left photo of my tits in one of them. Next day in the morning I prepared myself. I insert vibrator in my pussy, but I didnt turned it on, was afraid that someone would hear that, so I used it just as dildo. I put my underwear on, secured my bra with chain and one padlock. After that I pulled my panties up, so the vibrator went even deeper, then I secured my panties to bra with another chains. One in front and one in back, bath secured with other two padlocks. I know that it is not so extreme but I was really unsure and wanted to test slowly :)
Well I went to school like that. If I find a key from bra padlock, I can free myself from bondage and vibrator but I must strip naked on bathroom. If I find one key from panties chains, it wont have any effect, I may be able to slip vibrator out, but it would be still hard. I left my hous around 8:30 and I should get back at 14:00.
When I closed door behind myself I was already excited. I was passing other people and it was really a great sensation, feeling the vibrator inside me, and chains on my skin. I was trying hard to maintain casual look like everything is normal. Vibrator was really deep inside me, and walking like that was really pleasurable. I really got away with that feeling and few times I caught myself moving my ass like slut and tensing muscles around my thighs. I believe that I would cum easily like that, I felt building myself, really slowly but I felt it. I stopped because I didnt want to cum on busy street and I bet I looked stupid I dont really walk like that. Its about 15 minutes to my school, and when I arrived I was excited even more.
I wasnt sure if I want to find keys or not, because this situation wasnt unpleasant at all and I kinda liked that. I used my card and entered dressing room. First thing I saw were three girls standing near locker in which I left key with my photo. I felt wave of sudden excitement inside me, and I instantly walked towards my locker for today. I was trying to hear their conversation, but it was about some subjects, so I think thay didnt find what I thought. I took of my winter jacket, very slowly waiting for them to leave.
When they left I went to check my hideouts. When I looked around, most of the lockers were closed. I started to feel that I might have bad luck. And I was right. The locker with key and my photo was already taken same as the second one. But I was lucky and found key in the last one. I had no idea what padlock it unlocks. I rushed to the bathroom, locked myself in cubicle and lift my shirt up. First I tried padlock in front and it was it. I must say that I was kinda happy it is not a key from my bra at that moment. I pulled my jeans down and tried to make my panties more comfortable, and it wasnt much better, wedgie in back was still very tight. I played with vibrator a bit, tried to turn it on for a moment, but it was so deep inside me I couldnt reach it, I would have to pull it out slightly and I didnt want that. I tried to pushed it even further inside to find out how deep it is. Vibrator was all inside secured with panties, but it wasnt painfull. Well I dont have really long one :)
Anyway my class was about to start, so I dressed, made sure nothing can be visible thru cloth and left bathroom. I saw some free spots in the back of theater, I didnt want to sit directly next to other people. Vibrator still felt nice, but only until I sat down. I didnt even realized that I was standing whole the time. I cant say it was painfull like I couldnt stand it, but it wasnt pleasant at all. When I moved on chair it was even worse. So I decided to not move at all, and see if I can endure that.
Well I spend almost two hours there, trying not to move at all, enduring pressure on back of my pussy and focusing on course at the same time. I must say that it was most unpleasant feeling I ever gave myself in public. After this I stand up and felt instant relieve. I was thinking about trying to pull it out, but I wanted to be hard on myself, I can do another course like that. I went back to theater after break, sat down and enjoyed that strange feeling once again. I was moving on chair a bit, pleasuring myself a bit to make it better. I was sitting all the way in back, so I was actually free doing whatever I want under desk. When it was over I was horny again. I decided that I will cum on my way back home, if I could.
So exit school and walked towards my house. Vibrator felt nice once again and I started to build orgasm. I was twisting my ass and hips, tensing my muscles, I must have looked funny. I tried really hard and it was really nice feeling, but I couldnt build myself up, there was no orgasm.
That is about my first public try. Also at home I went to bathroom because I needed to pee already. I was really wet between my legs, and I had huge dried spot on my panties. When I freed myself I felt great relieve on my ass, which was strange, because I didnt feel any pain in that area.
As I said, it wasnt too extreme as a story, but it was fun, something new, and I will definitely doo more sem public stuff. Do you have any idea what should I do? Using lockers or just in public? Write in comments ! If its in my limits I will do it and post about it :)
Today I will be doing some ideas from comments on my blog, so see you soon :)
Bye
Monday, February 20, 2012
Pushing my limits - part 2
I did this intense dare just yesterday, so I want to share how it went. Im not going to describe excatly what I did as it has been already written in part1 :)
First I prepared my orgasm-torture panties. Vibrator directly on my clit, and secured everything with ropes. It was very thight, I could feel slight pain while walking.
Next step was bondage. I tied myself up but when I was done, I was touching the ground just with my head. I felt really big and upleasant pressure on my left anckle. I was sure that I wont last long like this, so I had to untie myself and do it again. This time I lower my body little bit more as I planned first time, so I was lying on my back and it was all fine. Ofcourse there was still a painfull pressure on my leg, but it was bearable and I knew it wont be a problem.
The I used earplugs adn skirt as a blindfold. I tied rope around my head on three spots. My eyes, under nose and around neck. All I saw was a black "nothing" I couldnt breathe with my nose and as I breated thru jean skirt it wasnt easy even with my mouth. Also I dont think it was dangerous, as I just felt the skirt, but I was faar from choking myself or anything like that. Also I hear nothing, my breathing became really loud. In situation like this its easy to fall in fantasy and lost connection with reality :) I felt how Im dripping wet, soaking my panties.
I played a bit with myself, smoothing my thighs, nipples and chest. I struggle a little bit imagining someone locked me down. When I was horny enough and took a phone cable in my hand and started to whip myself. The first hit was amazing. I felt it run thru my whole body. So I hit myself again and again, harder then before.
I felt how my thigh was getting hotter and felt how my skin was burning. When I though I cant stand in anymore I gave myself last 10 hits, I tried to make them the hardest ones. It was painfull so much that I flexed myself, and felt my body in the air for a while. It was great, being in silence with my thihg in nice pain. I proceed with other spots, had sliglty problems with butt cheeks, so I skipped those spots. I didt realize that I will have panties on myself.
When I was done with my nipples, my skin was in serious pain. With hand I could feel swollen spots here and there. The pain was big enough that I didnt feel ropes on my legs, which was also a nice sensation. I gave myself a little break enjoying this situation... almost wanted to turn on the vibrator but I could hold myself. I proceed with second whipping round. I could take more pain as I was "high" already, but my skin was also sensitive as hell by this moment.
Second whipping round was quicker, I felt too much pain. I even screamed in my skirt sometimes, mainly during those last 10 hits. It was nice tho, I felt really good. After a while I was in mood to hit myself again, but I kned there will be opportunity, so I went on with my scenario. I was also scared a little bit as I was blindfolded and was actually now idea how hard I was on myself. I could have been bleeding all over my floor, but that was unlikely as I would feel the blood.
I put five clamps on each breast, one directly on nipple. I was suprised that it didnt hurt so bad. Then I put all clothepins from my bag on my skin, some fell of out of reach so I dont know exact number, but I have 64 clothepins in my bag. I believe I had minimum of 55 on my skin.
Now I cant tell how long I was lying there. I helped my clothepins to cause more pain by squeezing them and generaly playing with them. At one point the pain was so bad that it felt like someone is pulling my skin off. I tried to hold it some more, but I couldnt, so I turned on the vibrator to ease the pain. It helped and it was amazing. I was building myself so fast that I had to turn it off after with moments to prevent orgasm.
I quickly started to whip myself while I was still in the mood. At this point I was already like drugged. Sometimes I felt how I whipped of the clothepin, but as I couldnt hear I wasnt sure at all. The pain was still the same. When I finnished I quickly checked how many pegs are left, and I was suprised as almost all of them where down. I counted 14 clothepins left on my body, took them of and hit myself 14 times on each spot again. My body was in constant pain, so I hardly felt any differenc whipping myself at this point.
When I did it I turned on vibrator again, because I need it badly. It was very fast edge before I had to turn it ofg again. I picked as many clothepins from ground around me as I could. I have no idea how many, and I started to create zipper. When I was done I prepared chains around my wrists. Then I turned on the vibrator and quickly locked myself.
My hands were secured and I couldnt reach my body. I felt orgasm after first few seconds. I cant say that it was really strong pleasure, but it was loooong.. .I was struggling in ropes for a really long, or atleast it felt like a long time. When the pleasure fade out, I started to ripping of the clothepins. I could move the rope only with fingers, so it was really slow. With every clothepin of my body I felt another orgasm approaching. I came another two times before all clothepins where ripped and I finally held keys in my hand.
Interesting thing was that I didnt feel anything too intense between my legs, even after three orgasms. When I free my hands I was slowly reaching another one while touching my body all over the sensitive spots, squeezing my nipples..
I turned vibrator after 4th orgasm and I rested for awhile before untying myself. It was one of the most intense and most painfull scenarios I ever did. But I think that my idea with sensory deprivation worked and I felt the pain more intense then it actually was. When I checked my body after untying myself I had just few scratches from clothepins, but the marks from whipping wasnt too bad at all.
Today, about 14 hours after, I have couple of bruises on my thighs and on one spot on my chest. Also I bruised my anckle and I scratched my skin on few spots with clothepins. My pussy is also a bitch, Im sensitive whole day but horny since morning. Im not going to masturbate tho. It was intense, but I have almost no marks, so it was more then great idea :)
I have new plans on wednesday, I will be doing much easier task this time, but it will be at my school, under my cloth. I will make sure to write about it :)
Also as I said before, if you have any ideas and do you want me to try, feel free to write me email, or better just leave your idea here, in comments :)
Bye
Friday, February 10, 2012
Pushing my limits dare
Dare I wrote for getdare.com. I will write a report after I complete it myself.
I was in bdsm mood since morning today so I think up evening / night scenario for myself, and thought I might share it. Main goals for me were hard bondage, hard pain and I wanted to try a self-sensory deprivation.
This scenario is going to push limits a little bit. I want to test my ability to endure a long time in bondage without being able to see or hear. Also it may take some time, so make sure you have house, or room just for yourself ,)
Items you will need. Ropes, lots of clothpins and some clamps with harder squeeze if you like pain alot, whip / cane / anything you can hit yourself with, handcuffs or chains and padlocks (not if you arent interested in strict bondage), few pairs of undies, ear plugs and some bigger piece of clothing (Im gonna use jean skirt). Oh and vibrator or vibrating egg or anything you use.
First of all put vibrator on your pussy, but not inside. What Im going to do is to spread my lips, place a vibrator so it is directly on my clit, and then pull atlesat 3 pairs of panties on. I will use undersized ones but I think your size is fine too. Then to make 100% sure it will not move I will tie my crotch with rope, make it extra tight.
Second step you should do is to find a good place to tie yourself up. You will want some immovable or heavy objects. Because my room is in attic I use two pillars. Prepare all your props before you start tying up. Also as we are going to be in bondage for some time, find some shibari how-to for suspension if you are not familiar with that. You should not have ropes too tight around body parts.
Im going to tie one of my leg up in the air, then fixed it with second rope around knee so I cant move at all and the leg remains vertical position. As for second leg, I will tie it to the pole on the other side of my room. I will try to suspend it as much as possible. The goal is to half-hang by my first leg and while I will be spread as much as I can because of second leg. When I finnish this I should be lying on my back with my butt in the air, I should feel preassure on my anckles and it should hurt abit because of how stretched I will be.
After that prepare some rope behind your head, you will then lock your hands to it. Just make sure you cant reach yourself when you lock your hands in future. If you are going only after sensual bondage skip everything involving hands. Ofcourse dont lock yourself yet.
Next step is to put ear plugs in your ears. I bought some of them in hardware shop, you can still hear tho a little but its fine for now. Then I will put my head in skirt and tie some rope around it to make sure it wont come off. Mainly around eyes so I cant really see any lights etc.
Now you are secured and the fun can begin. You can play with yourself as you like, smoothing your body etc. the panties and vibrator should make sure you cant really pleasure yourself. Also now its a good time for some pain. My expectations is that it will be more intense without ability to see or hear.
Push yourself here a bit. Im going to use a telephone cable. My idea is to circle body parts. So I will start on my right thigh, move to first butt cheek, then second, left thigh, my tummy and at last chest where I will try to aim for nipples. I will whip myself on one spot until the pain is unbearable, then I will hit myself 10 times more as hard as I can in that position. After that move to next spot, dont stop. Go over every spot 2 times, if you are more daring, do more circles. I prefer harder hits instead of long whipping tho.
After that you should be pretty warmed up. Now its time for clothepins and clamps. Put clamps directly on each nipple, then rest somewhere on breasts. When you are out of clamps try to put as many clothepins as you can on your skin. Chest, tummy, thighs, arms, neck. I have about 50 clothepins and I plan to use all of them. By the time you place last one, the first one should hurt already.
Now enjoy some pain. Try to push yourself, atleast thats what Im gonna do. Clothepins on skin cant cause any major harm anyways. When the pain will start to be unbearable and you will want to take all of them off, turn on the vibrator and hold some more. You can enjoy the pleasure till edge, if you dont want to you can turn it off sooner, but dont cum. When you turn vibrator off its time for some whipping again.
Same routine as before, whip yourself until you cant go on, 10 hard ones and move to other spot. When you are finnished you can take of all remaining clothepins. Count them. After that whip yourself again. On each spot as many times as number of clothepins left on your body. And dont be gentle on yourself.
Now we are almost at the end. Before locking your hands, try to find as many clothepins around you as you can. You will place them on your body once again, but this time connect them with rope and make a long zipper. I will have a key tied at the end of the rope so this will be also my release method.
When you are finnished take your time and then just turn on vibrator and locked your hands to prepared cuffs. To free myself I will have to tear of all the clothepins. Its up to you when. You can do it during orgasm, or after orgasm. I will go the harder way and try to endure it as long as I could. I expect myself to cum few time before I finally tear them of and free myself. Also the tearing will be pretty slow as my hands are going to be tied up.
After that you are free. If you are brave enough post a report. Also if you are not experienced in pain so much you can do it without blindfold, the amount of clothepins and time you will spend whipping yourself is up to you. If you are going to do it you should start stopwatch to see how long you spend in torture. Might be interesting :)
I was in bdsm mood since morning today so I think up evening / night scenario for myself, and thought I might share it. Main goals for me were hard bondage, hard pain and I wanted to try a self-sensory deprivation.
This scenario is going to push limits a little bit. I want to test my ability to endure a long time in bondage without being able to see or hear. Also it may take some time, so make sure you have house, or room just for yourself ,)
Items you will need. Ropes, lots of clothpins and some clamps with harder squeeze if you like pain alot, whip / cane / anything you can hit yourself with, handcuffs or chains and padlocks (not if you arent interested in strict bondage), few pairs of undies, ear plugs and some bigger piece of clothing (Im gonna use jean skirt). Oh and vibrator or vibrating egg or anything you use.
First of all put vibrator on your pussy, but not inside. What Im going to do is to spread my lips, place a vibrator so it is directly on my clit, and then pull atlesat 3 pairs of panties on. I will use undersized ones but I think your size is fine too. Then to make 100% sure it will not move I will tie my crotch with rope, make it extra tight.
Second step you should do is to find a good place to tie yourself up. You will want some immovable or heavy objects. Because my room is in attic I use two pillars. Prepare all your props before you start tying up. Also as we are going to be in bondage for some time, find some shibari how-to for suspension if you are not familiar with that. You should not have ropes too tight around body parts.
Im going to tie one of my leg up in the air, then fixed it with second rope around knee so I cant move at all and the leg remains vertical position. As for second leg, I will tie it to the pole on the other side of my room. I will try to suspend it as much as possible. The goal is to half-hang by my first leg and while I will be spread as much as I can because of second leg. When I finnish this I should be lying on my back with my butt in the air, I should feel preassure on my anckles and it should hurt abit because of how stretched I will be.
After that prepare some rope behind your head, you will then lock your hands to it. Just make sure you cant reach yourself when you lock your hands in future. If you are going only after sensual bondage skip everything involving hands. Ofcourse dont lock yourself yet.
Next step is to put ear plugs in your ears. I bought some of them in hardware shop, you can still hear tho a little but its fine for now. Then I will put my head in skirt and tie some rope around it to make sure it wont come off. Mainly around eyes so I cant really see any lights etc.
Now you are secured and the fun can begin. You can play with yourself as you like, smoothing your body etc. the panties and vibrator should make sure you cant really pleasure yourself. Also now its a good time for some pain. My expectations is that it will be more intense without ability to see or hear.
Push yourself here a bit. Im going to use a telephone cable. My idea is to circle body parts. So I will start on my right thigh, move to first butt cheek, then second, left thigh, my tummy and at last chest where I will try to aim for nipples. I will whip myself on one spot until the pain is unbearable, then I will hit myself 10 times more as hard as I can in that position. After that move to next spot, dont stop. Go over every spot 2 times, if you are more daring, do more circles. I prefer harder hits instead of long whipping tho.
After that you should be pretty warmed up. Now its time for clothepins and clamps. Put clamps directly on each nipple, then rest somewhere on breasts. When you are out of clamps try to put as many clothepins as you can on your skin. Chest, tummy, thighs, arms, neck. I have about 50 clothepins and I plan to use all of them. By the time you place last one, the first one should hurt already.
Now enjoy some pain. Try to push yourself, atleast thats what Im gonna do. Clothepins on skin cant cause any major harm anyways. When the pain will start to be unbearable and you will want to take all of them off, turn on the vibrator and hold some more. You can enjoy the pleasure till edge, if you dont want to you can turn it off sooner, but dont cum. When you turn vibrator off its time for some whipping again.
Same routine as before, whip yourself until you cant go on, 10 hard ones and move to other spot. When you are finnished you can take of all remaining clothepins. Count them. After that whip yourself again. On each spot as many times as number of clothepins left on your body. And dont be gentle on yourself.
Now we are almost at the end. Before locking your hands, try to find as many clothepins around you as you can. You will place them on your body once again, but this time connect them with rope and make a long zipper. I will have a key tied at the end of the rope so this will be also my release method.
When you are finnished take your time and then just turn on vibrator and locked your hands to prepared cuffs. To free myself I will have to tear of all the clothepins. Its up to you when. You can do it during orgasm, or after orgasm. I will go the harder way and try to endure it as long as I could. I expect myself to cum few time before I finally tear them of and free myself. Also the tearing will be pretty slow as my hands are going to be tied up.
After that you are free. If you are brave enough post a report. Also if you are not experienced in pain so much you can do it without blindfold, the amount of clothepins and time you will spend whipping yourself is up to you. If you are going to do it you should start stopwatch to see how long you spend in torture. Might be interesting :)
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Adventure 2
This is the scenario I prepared for myself during last weekend. I knew that I would be alone whole Wednesday so I wanted something more complex. I didnt recieve any special wishes so I was on my own again. During Saturday I planned my whole day. I wanted to try something long this time. I was always fascinated about stories where someone had to endure bondage for whole day and those stories were big inspiration for me this time. Most of them are probably just fantasy as I dont seem real that clamps can be safely on nipples for ten hours for example, but the overall idea is really hot. So I prepared everything, put some keys into freezer and went to bed, already horny just thinking about Sunday.
I woke up at 8:00 as I planned and ate a breakfast. Next I took padlock keys and put them inside mailbox. I have mailbox right on the frontdoors but still I have to open them and there is quite a busy street outdoor. I then put my mailbox key in the backyard, right in the middle. Neighbours can easily see me there and I cant open mailbox without that key. Well my escape method was almost ready, I didnt plan any backup because those keys were safe. Next thing I did was to bring all props I needed downstairs and get ready with selfbondage.
I wanted to use my new cloth that I bought exactly for this, so I put on my pink undersized panties and bra, slutty black stockings and white top. After that I put chain around my belly and lock it around my panties, so without key I could not take them of. At this point I had to bring my ice cube with key, because I was ready to get into selfbondage.
My plan was divided into three parts. I will have to endure 30 minutes in panfull bondage while vibrator will force my clit hopefully into multiple orgasms. After that I will keep myself in strict bondage until the key in ice cube release me, leaving me in easier restraints. Then I should be able to get key from garden when it goes dark and open mailbox on the street.
First I chained my legs with 10 cm long chain so I can move but not so easily, and then I put another chain, tightly around my anckles, so I couldnt move at all. I used some ropes next, for my feet, knees and thighs. Then I put another chain around my chest just under my breasts. After that I took my dry shaver, in a grocery bag, and put it inside my panties. The reason why Im using this over vibrator is that it can easily slip away from right point and the battery can last maximum up to 30 minutes. I have to try hard achieving orgasm with this "toy" and usualy it turns off at the worst moment. I just love teasing and denial but also I dont think I can stand vibrator for too long. When my "vibrator" was in its place I tied another rope to my anckles and pull them to chain around my chest as tight as possible. When my legs were close enough I could lock a padlock between those two chains, anckles and chest, I did it and was trapped, with my whole body in really bad and painfull position. I was almost done but I was going for strict bondage this time so I turned on my shaver and locked both arms to the chain around my chest. I planned to stay with hands like this till evening, but for now I had to add something more, so I locked my wrists to the chain around my belly, and that was it.
The whole position looks pretty hard but it wasnt so bad, hardest thing was to remember correct padlocks order. I was there on the floor pretty satisfied with what I have done. After a while I came back to reality when I felt strong and quick orgasm that I could not stop. I was kinda suprised when it hit me because I wasnt really focusing on it. I clenched my muscles into ropes so my whole body was shaking. It was really long one and immediately after that I felt another pleasure waves, it took me just few seconds and I was cumming again. This time harder and even longer. Again I was stretching my whole body towards the ropes and trying to squeez out every pleasure wave from inside. When the second orgasm was over I was already exhausted, my body started to hurt and I was sweating everywhere but shaver in my panties was still on my clit and I started to feel another one coming. This time it took me a while, I was trying to stimulate myself with a little movement and finaly I was cumming again. Wave of pleasure was replaced by pain and exhaustion. I knew that this will be interesting, my clit was sensitive and vibration in my panties started to be little unpleasant.
I had no idea about time, it could be 20 minutes since I turned my shaver on or it could be just 4 minutes. I was getting quite worried because it was right on my clit and because I had really small panties it wont probably move away. It took just few moments until pain transformed into pleasure and I felt how Im approaching another orgasm. I wasnt helping this time, I was laying without any movement but it was pointless. Orgasm came maybe even quicker then before and still powerfull. Right after that it started to be really bad. I was trying to move that thing in my panties somewhere else but I couldnt almost move at all. I started to be worried about how I will pick up the keys. I was trying hard until I finally rolled over. I could touch the ice cube with my fingers, so atleast this was a good sign, anyway at this point my pussy screamed for another orgasm and I was quickly building myself. I couldnt control it anymore and during orgasm I already knew that it will hurt again after that. Orgasm was quicker this time but more intense, like the pain transformed into pleasure and then again back into pain. Way bigger pain then before.
Honestly, I have done this kind of forced orgasms before but this time it was really one of the most painfull session. I think that it was because of those small panties and because of the whole bondage position. After the fifth orgasm I started to panicked a little because I was totally lost in time, I didnt know how long I will have to endure it. I totally forgot about everything else, was laying there trying to not think about pain in my clit. I was fighting the ropes, putting my body into more pain and I hoped that my clit will hurt less because of this. I wanted another orgasm, not because of pleasure but because I needed break from pain. I was trying hard and finally I came. The orgasm was again quick but really intense, I started to moan and that is kinda rare when I dont want to. But this time it was just automatic. When I came the pleasure moans turned into painful moans. I ended up back on my chest with sharp pain in my clit. It was really bad and new to me, I even thought that my shaver is scratching my skin, but I had a protection on it so it wasnt possible.
It was endless, I couldnt even cum again. I was trying but every time I felt a little bit of pleasure it turned into pain really quickly. It seemed like hours to me, even tho that it could be seconds maybe few minutes. I was praying the shaver to turn off. When I felt its vibrations are slowing down I was so happy and when it stopped it was such a relieve. I rolled over again because laying on my tummy started to be uncomfortable. I felt how my body slowly starts to hurt everywhere not just my pussy. I cant say about what I was thinking. I was mad at me because of how much pain I had to endure, but at the same time I was enjoying it. It was so exciting that I couldnt fight that pain. I was kind of happy that my plan works so far, but at the same time I was worried and angry because of it. Well when you are horny you can plan some really nasty things for yourself.
It took a while until I stopped feeling that pain in my clit, but I had to endure another part of this day. The battery can last for about 30 minutes but the ice cube will melt in 3 hours, maybe little less during summer. Again I had absolutely no idea about time since the shaver stopped, I was just guessing, maybe 15 minutes, more or less? Anyway the ropes were doing really good job. The whole position was pretty hard and when I thought that I will stay like this for couple more hours, I wanted to cry. For few moments I was really sad because I planned it too hard, but when I was thinking about it I started turning on again. Bad for me I had no chance to cum this time.
I was trying to keep my mind clear, well more or less. I was focusing on sexual things. I was dreaming about myself in some kind of basement, or inside slave ship. It took just few minutes and I was horny again. Such irony, first I want to stop cumming badly, now I would like to but cant. The bondage was really painful by this time. I was trying to change positions but with no help. My legs, back and chest hurt most, but my hands wasnt a lot better. I was proud how nicely I prepared this to myself and I really enjoyed the pain. I was helping the ice to melt faster also but after a while my hands was freezing so I took long breaks. I could feel it smaller and smaller and this helped me to stay focused.
Big crisis came after about hour maybe more. I wasnt able to move at all in this position, maybe to roll over, but my legs were fixed perfectly and also my back was more or less in same position all the time. I started to feel big urge to move, so I fought ropes for a few moments but then stopped. I was feeling really bad that moment and thoughts about how I wont be able to free myself came on my mind. I started to help with melting again until my hands was freezing cold. When I calmed down I was thinking about possibilities how to make it even worse next time. Maybe blindfold, or clothepins.. I imagined how it would feel to have clothepins on skin for this long and that excited me again. When I came back from my dreams I decided to hot the ice some more, and when I was smoothing it I felt something sharp. It was the key, and I felt full of energy again.
It was suprisingly easy to unlock padlocks on my wrists but I couldnt reach the padlock between my legs and chest. I was trying hard and then I had to rest. My hands were a little bit sore so I wasnt as flexible as before. Well I was fighting with this situation for some time, really frustrated, but finally I could open it. I bruised my arms, but whatever I was free. When I straighten my legs it was amazing. I felt so free, even tho I was still tied up. I was resting for a while and then I proceeded with untiyng my legs and unlocking my anckles leaving just that 10 cm long chain between.
I sat down to check my body. It was a mess. I was sweating everywhere and my panties were wet. When I imagined that I will have to spend rest of the day in those wet cloth, I was horny again. I wanted to take out the shaver from my underwear but I had a hard time reaching it. I could barely touch my panties. I stand up on my legs just to found out how exhausted Im, but I wanted that shaver out and I hoped to look into panties and see if "everything is ok". I used wooden spoon to grab the bag and then I could reach it with my fingers so I pulled it out finally. Then I was able to see that my clit is really big and bright red, but it looked fine even tho it was still really sensitive when I touched it with the spoon. Also I checked clock finally and it was almost 13:00 so I spent about 3 hours in bondage. Maybe a little bit less with preparing and unlocking.
After that I drink some water and tried to mop my sweat on the floor. It was hard with my hands and anckles still chained, but it was the plan. Immediately after that I started to think about orgasm, or better how could I cum without messing anything. I decided that best thing will be to hump the broom, it will be easy to clean after. I could feel that my pussy is still sensitive but the urge was bigger then pain. I wasnt easy to cum like that but finally after minutes of fucking my broom I came, hard, and it was once again that good normal and long orgasm. Especially the feeling that I could stop right after was nice.
Another part of the plan was going to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet with my legs spread out as much as I could, but it was all I could do. It was so unnatural to sit there in panties that I had to force pee out, but it was fine. I peed directly thru the panties without messing anything. The bad thing was that now I cant really sit on chair. I improvised and used some old paper to sit on after.
Well after that I spent just a normal day. I just did everything slower, and I had some trouble preparing food. I must admit that I was really looking forward to evening because the cloth soaked in sweat wasnt really nice whole day outfit. I smelled really bad and the fact I had to pee with my panties on didnt help. When I decided its dark enough I took the key from the garden and prepared for my last exciting moment. I had to open the front door, unlock the mail box and pick up key. First of all I was looking from a window and when I didnt see anyone I moved to doors. I opened them a little and listened. I didnt hear anyone so I fully opened them and unlocked mailbox as fast as I could. It was really a quick action and I think that nobody saw me.
I unlocked everything left on myself, took my cloth off and finally check myself in mirror. I was bruised a little bit around my chest, and I had some bigger bruise on my right arm, hope it will dissapear soon. My pussy still excited and still red, I guess this was one of the hardest sexual adventures I did. I had some minor marks on legs but nothing serious. Overall I was fine. I washed my cloth and then I had a long and hot bath.
When I was lying in water I was just living my day again in live dreams. I was really proud how good I prepared everything and basically everything worked how I wished. I came for the last time that day before I cleaned whole house and went to bed. I didnt even thought about masturbation on Monday at all, I was really pushing myself so hard that I lost my sexual urge on one day.
And this is exactly why I love selfbondage and self-play at all. I imagine a situation, get into that situation and I have to endure it no matter what. My only limitations is courage and fantasy. I cant imagine a life without self-play, even when I will be in bdsm relationship if ever. I once again convinced myself about this and Im looking forward to the next scenario.
Just reminding, Im ready to complete your ideas this weekend. If you have womething on your mind and want me to do it, feel free to email me.
Have a nice day !
I woke up at 8:00 as I planned and ate a breakfast. Next I took padlock keys and put them inside mailbox. I have mailbox right on the frontdoors but still I have to open them and there is quite a busy street outdoor. I then put my mailbox key in the backyard, right in the middle. Neighbours can easily see me there and I cant open mailbox without that key. Well my escape method was almost ready, I didnt plan any backup because those keys were safe. Next thing I did was to bring all props I needed downstairs and get ready with selfbondage.
I wanted to use my new cloth that I bought exactly for this, so I put on my pink undersized panties and bra, slutty black stockings and white top. After that I put chain around my belly and lock it around my panties, so without key I could not take them of. At this point I had to bring my ice cube with key, because I was ready to get into selfbondage.
My plan was divided into three parts. I will have to endure 30 minutes in panfull bondage while vibrator will force my clit hopefully into multiple orgasms. After that I will keep myself in strict bondage until the key in ice cube release me, leaving me in easier restraints. Then I should be able to get key from garden when it goes dark and open mailbox on the street.
First I chained my legs with 10 cm long chain so I can move but not so easily, and then I put another chain, tightly around my anckles, so I couldnt move at all. I used some ropes next, for my feet, knees and thighs. Then I put another chain around my chest just under my breasts. After that I took my dry shaver, in a grocery bag, and put it inside my panties. The reason why Im using this over vibrator is that it can easily slip away from right point and the battery can last maximum up to 30 minutes. I have to try hard achieving orgasm with this "toy" and usualy it turns off at the worst moment. I just love teasing and denial but also I dont think I can stand vibrator for too long. When my "vibrator" was in its place I tied another rope to my anckles and pull them to chain around my chest as tight as possible. When my legs were close enough I could lock a padlock between those two chains, anckles and chest, I did it and was trapped, with my whole body in really bad and painfull position. I was almost done but I was going for strict bondage this time so I turned on my shaver and locked both arms to the chain around my chest. I planned to stay with hands like this till evening, but for now I had to add something more, so I locked my wrists to the chain around my belly, and that was it.
The whole position looks pretty hard but it wasnt so bad, hardest thing was to remember correct padlocks order. I was there on the floor pretty satisfied with what I have done. After a while I came back to reality when I felt strong and quick orgasm that I could not stop. I was kinda suprised when it hit me because I wasnt really focusing on it. I clenched my muscles into ropes so my whole body was shaking. It was really long one and immediately after that I felt another pleasure waves, it took me just few seconds and I was cumming again. This time harder and even longer. Again I was stretching my whole body towards the ropes and trying to squeez out every pleasure wave from inside. When the second orgasm was over I was already exhausted, my body started to hurt and I was sweating everywhere but shaver in my panties was still on my clit and I started to feel another one coming. This time it took me a while, I was trying to stimulate myself with a little movement and finaly I was cumming again. Wave of pleasure was replaced by pain and exhaustion. I knew that this will be interesting, my clit was sensitive and vibration in my panties started to be little unpleasant.
I had no idea about time, it could be 20 minutes since I turned my shaver on or it could be just 4 minutes. I was getting quite worried because it was right on my clit and because I had really small panties it wont probably move away. It took just few moments until pain transformed into pleasure and I felt how Im approaching another orgasm. I wasnt helping this time, I was laying without any movement but it was pointless. Orgasm came maybe even quicker then before and still powerfull. Right after that it started to be really bad. I was trying to move that thing in my panties somewhere else but I couldnt almost move at all. I started to be worried about how I will pick up the keys. I was trying hard until I finally rolled over. I could touch the ice cube with my fingers, so atleast this was a good sign, anyway at this point my pussy screamed for another orgasm and I was quickly building myself. I couldnt control it anymore and during orgasm I already knew that it will hurt again after that. Orgasm was quicker this time but more intense, like the pain transformed into pleasure and then again back into pain. Way bigger pain then before.
Honestly, I have done this kind of forced orgasms before but this time it was really one of the most painfull session. I think that it was because of those small panties and because of the whole bondage position. After the fifth orgasm I started to panicked a little because I was totally lost in time, I didnt know how long I will have to endure it. I totally forgot about everything else, was laying there trying to not think about pain in my clit. I was fighting the ropes, putting my body into more pain and I hoped that my clit will hurt less because of this. I wanted another orgasm, not because of pleasure but because I needed break from pain. I was trying hard and finally I came. The orgasm was again quick but really intense, I started to moan and that is kinda rare when I dont want to. But this time it was just automatic. When I came the pleasure moans turned into painful moans. I ended up back on my chest with sharp pain in my clit. It was really bad and new to me, I even thought that my shaver is scratching my skin, but I had a protection on it so it wasnt possible.
It was endless, I couldnt even cum again. I was trying but every time I felt a little bit of pleasure it turned into pain really quickly. It seemed like hours to me, even tho that it could be seconds maybe few minutes. I was praying the shaver to turn off. When I felt its vibrations are slowing down I was so happy and when it stopped it was such a relieve. I rolled over again because laying on my tummy started to be uncomfortable. I felt how my body slowly starts to hurt everywhere not just my pussy. I cant say about what I was thinking. I was mad at me because of how much pain I had to endure, but at the same time I was enjoying it. It was so exciting that I couldnt fight that pain. I was kind of happy that my plan works so far, but at the same time I was worried and angry because of it. Well when you are horny you can plan some really nasty things for yourself.
It took a while until I stopped feeling that pain in my clit, but I had to endure another part of this day. The battery can last for about 30 minutes but the ice cube will melt in 3 hours, maybe little less during summer. Again I had absolutely no idea about time since the shaver stopped, I was just guessing, maybe 15 minutes, more or less? Anyway the ropes were doing really good job. The whole position was pretty hard and when I thought that I will stay like this for couple more hours, I wanted to cry. For few moments I was really sad because I planned it too hard, but when I was thinking about it I started turning on again. Bad for me I had no chance to cum this time.
I was trying to keep my mind clear, well more or less. I was focusing on sexual things. I was dreaming about myself in some kind of basement, or inside slave ship. It took just few minutes and I was horny again. Such irony, first I want to stop cumming badly, now I would like to but cant. The bondage was really painful by this time. I was trying to change positions but with no help. My legs, back and chest hurt most, but my hands wasnt a lot better. I was proud how nicely I prepared this to myself and I really enjoyed the pain. I was helping the ice to melt faster also but after a while my hands was freezing so I took long breaks. I could feel it smaller and smaller and this helped me to stay focused.
Big crisis came after about hour maybe more. I wasnt able to move at all in this position, maybe to roll over, but my legs were fixed perfectly and also my back was more or less in same position all the time. I started to feel big urge to move, so I fought ropes for a few moments but then stopped. I was feeling really bad that moment and thoughts about how I wont be able to free myself came on my mind. I started to help with melting again until my hands was freezing cold. When I calmed down I was thinking about possibilities how to make it even worse next time. Maybe blindfold, or clothepins.. I imagined how it would feel to have clothepins on skin for this long and that excited me again. When I came back from my dreams I decided to hot the ice some more, and when I was smoothing it I felt something sharp. It was the key, and I felt full of energy again.
It was suprisingly easy to unlock padlocks on my wrists but I couldnt reach the padlock between my legs and chest. I was trying hard and then I had to rest. My hands were a little bit sore so I wasnt as flexible as before. Well I was fighting with this situation for some time, really frustrated, but finally I could open it. I bruised my arms, but whatever I was free. When I straighten my legs it was amazing. I felt so free, even tho I was still tied up. I was resting for a while and then I proceeded with untiyng my legs and unlocking my anckles leaving just that 10 cm long chain between.
I sat down to check my body. It was a mess. I was sweating everywhere and my panties were wet. When I imagined that I will have to spend rest of the day in those wet cloth, I was horny again. I wanted to take out the shaver from my underwear but I had a hard time reaching it. I could barely touch my panties. I stand up on my legs just to found out how exhausted Im, but I wanted that shaver out and I hoped to look into panties and see if "everything is ok". I used wooden spoon to grab the bag and then I could reach it with my fingers so I pulled it out finally. Then I was able to see that my clit is really big and bright red, but it looked fine even tho it was still really sensitive when I touched it with the spoon. Also I checked clock finally and it was almost 13:00 so I spent about 3 hours in bondage. Maybe a little bit less with preparing and unlocking.
After that I drink some water and tried to mop my sweat on the floor. It was hard with my hands and anckles still chained, but it was the plan. Immediately after that I started to think about orgasm, or better how could I cum without messing anything. I decided that best thing will be to hump the broom, it will be easy to clean after. I could feel that my pussy is still sensitive but the urge was bigger then pain. I wasnt easy to cum like that but finally after minutes of fucking my broom I came, hard, and it was once again that good normal and long orgasm. Especially the feeling that I could stop right after was nice.
Another part of the plan was going to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet with my legs spread out as much as I could, but it was all I could do. It was so unnatural to sit there in panties that I had to force pee out, but it was fine. I peed directly thru the panties without messing anything. The bad thing was that now I cant really sit on chair. I improvised and used some old paper to sit on after.
Well after that I spent just a normal day. I just did everything slower, and I had some trouble preparing food. I must admit that I was really looking forward to evening because the cloth soaked in sweat wasnt really nice whole day outfit. I smelled really bad and the fact I had to pee with my panties on didnt help. When I decided its dark enough I took the key from the garden and prepared for my last exciting moment. I had to open the front door, unlock the mail box and pick up key. First of all I was looking from a window and when I didnt see anyone I moved to doors. I opened them a little and listened. I didnt hear anyone so I fully opened them and unlocked mailbox as fast as I could. It was really a quick action and I think that nobody saw me.
I unlocked everything left on myself, took my cloth off and finally check myself in mirror. I was bruised a little bit around my chest, and I had some bigger bruise on my right arm, hope it will dissapear soon. My pussy still excited and still red, I guess this was one of the hardest sexual adventures I did. I had some minor marks on legs but nothing serious. Overall I was fine. I washed my cloth and then I had a long and hot bath.
When I was lying in water I was just living my day again in live dreams. I was really proud how good I prepared everything and basically everything worked how I wished. I came for the last time that day before I cleaned whole house and went to bed. I didnt even thought about masturbation on Monday at all, I was really pushing myself so hard that I lost my sexual urge on one day.
And this is exactly why I love selfbondage and self-play at all. I imagine a situation, get into that situation and I have to endure it no matter what. My only limitations is courage and fantasy. I cant imagine a life without self-play, even when I will be in bdsm relationship if ever. I once again convinced myself about this and Im looking forward to the next scenario.
Just reminding, Im ready to complete your ideas this weekend. If you have womething on your mind and want me to do it, feel free to email me.
Have a nice day !
Friday, February 3, 2012
Too busy
Hi,
I have too much work with school this week, I will be pretty busy till Friday. I did my shopping tho. I have a nice white sexy tank top in which I look like little innocent girl, some slutty stockings, I have already small hole in them and skirt. I bought those things really cheap so they are nothing extra, but they will be great for what I will use them. As for underwear, I found really cheap teen set of pink bra and panties both with hello kitty pictures. I bought two and I have to say I love it, it totally met my expectations. 70A bra is really way too small and it feels so naughty wearing it, my whole chest is under pressure and same with panties, I can feel them tight around my hips and ye I like it. Also I found some panties just for about 2 dollars, great deals I thought, so I bought a pink naughty one in my size, I will dedicate them to my bdsm lifestyle. Also I bought thongs for 2 dollars and they are faulty, its funny. They are not centered so when I have them on its pretty weird and uncomfortable. It will make a wonderfull toy for selfbondage I guess.
As for other toys, I didnt bought ear plugs, because I read on them that they are only against big noise, so it wouldnt work as I wanted. Anyone have idea how to eliminate noise? I tried loud music but that is not quite effect I want. Anyway I bought about 40 new plastic black clothepins and I think I will buy even more next time Im in the shop. They dont squeez too hard but they are not even so easy, nice for placing lot of them on my body. I tried to put all 40 of them on one of my thigh and I decided that I need more of them. I bought a pepper sauce, the one I think burns most from all I tried. It should have got 30% of chilli. I dont know if I can find a hotter one in normal shop, and I dont know if I can stand a hotter one to be honest. I dont have a sand paper because I wasnt around hardware store, I will buy it tho in near future. Last thing I bought were long rubber bands. They are pretty thick and Im sure it will be painfull. I will have to test them soon.
I plan to do something on weekend, but for now I have to focus on school. If you want to dare me what to do with this new stuff I bought, feel free to contact me by email or in comments, I will do my best to complete the dare.
Bye
I have too much work with school this week, I will be pretty busy till Friday. I did my shopping tho. I have a nice white sexy tank top in which I look like little innocent girl, some slutty stockings, I have already small hole in them and skirt. I bought those things really cheap so they are nothing extra, but they will be great for what I will use them. As for underwear, I found really cheap teen set of pink bra and panties both with hello kitty pictures. I bought two and I have to say I love it, it totally met my expectations. 70A bra is really way too small and it feels so naughty wearing it, my whole chest is under pressure and same with panties, I can feel them tight around my hips and ye I like it. Also I found some panties just for about 2 dollars, great deals I thought, so I bought a pink naughty one in my size, I will dedicate them to my bdsm lifestyle. Also I bought thongs for 2 dollars and they are faulty, its funny. They are not centered so when I have them on its pretty weird and uncomfortable. It will make a wonderfull toy for selfbondage I guess.
As for other toys, I didnt bought ear plugs, because I read on them that they are only against big noise, so it wouldnt work as I wanted. Anyone have idea how to eliminate noise? I tried loud music but that is not quite effect I want. Anyway I bought about 40 new plastic black clothepins and I think I will buy even more next time Im in the shop. They dont squeez too hard but they are not even so easy, nice for placing lot of them on my body. I tried to put all 40 of them on one of my thigh and I decided that I need more of them. I bought a pepper sauce, the one I think burns most from all I tried. It should have got 30% of chilli. I dont know if I can find a hotter one in normal shop, and I dont know if I can stand a hotter one to be honest. I dont have a sand paper because I wasnt around hardware store, I will buy it tho in near future. Last thing I bought were long rubber bands. They are pretty thick and Im sure it will be painfull. I will have to test them soon.
I plan to do something on weekend, but for now I have to focus on school. If you want to dare me what to do with this new stuff I bought, feel free to contact me by email or in comments, I will do my best to complete the dare.
Bye
Monday, January 30, 2012
Shopping tomorrow
Hi guys,
tomorrow Im going for big shopping. Pretty usual thing that girls do right? Well its true, we like that, but tomorrow it will be different. Im going to buy some cloth and props for my bdsm play. Im really excited about it because I will go to city where I will have whole afternoon for myself and my perverted mind. I will definitely visit some cheap cloth store maybe even second hands. I have some ideas of what cloth I want to buy for this summer. Then I will spend some time in shops selling tools or garden props, I dont know, maybe I will see something that can be used as torture device. I will see.
As I said Im going mainly for clothes. I want some white or pink cheap panties or thongs, smaller size then I wear. I was even thinking about some childs underwear, I really want to feel that on my skin after few days wearing it. I plan to get really dirty in those panties during my sessions, especially looking forward to outdoor play.
I will also buy some matching bra, again in much smaller size so my chest is really under pressure. I like the idea of having clothepins or anything sharp in small bra on myself, that is really tight on my chest. Also Im looking forward to marks which I get by wearing small sized cloth.
Another piece of clothing I want to buy tomorrow is some really cheap and short dress. I want to modify it then at home and make the most slutty dress ever. I was thinking about making it even shorter if it will not be enough, making holes in it or write humiliating things on it. It will be nice piece of clothing for bdsm play and potentional outdoor humiliation. Again I will try smaller sizes, but I think it will not work quite well like with underwear.
Last thing on my wishlist for tomorrow are stockings. I want black one, or maybe pink. They should be really slutty and I will dont have mercy for them. I really liked bondage and bdsm play in stockings few days ago but I dont want to ruin my own stockings. I will see what else I will find in shop tomorrow and I believe I will buy something more.
As for other props I definitely want some good ear plugs, or anything that will make me hear nothing. I want to try selfbondage with blinfold, ear plugs and gag. I could use some more clothepins so I will be buying pack of them. I will be getting some hot sauce, I already have my favorite, dont remember how strong it is but I will share more info once I buy it. I want to push myself and get into selfbondage with this on my pussy, didnt find courage yet.
Sandpaper, never used it and I dont know why. It sounds like great tool, especialy into my new bra. rubber bands, but some stronger ones. I use the small ones from time to time, they are quite painfull but nothing special. I like marks they leave tho. You can even draw on your body with those things. Well I want some big ones.
And thats it for my list. Im sure I will buy some more things when I see them. I wanted to share about my plans for tomorrow and I will surely write about what I bought and what I didnt. I will be happy if you write me your ideas on pervertable items? Or what do you use?
Have a good night !
tomorrow Im going for big shopping. Pretty usual thing that girls do right? Well its true, we like that, but tomorrow it will be different. Im going to buy some cloth and props for my bdsm play. Im really excited about it because I will go to city where I will have whole afternoon for myself and my perverted mind. I will definitely visit some cheap cloth store maybe even second hands. I have some ideas of what cloth I want to buy for this summer. Then I will spend some time in shops selling tools or garden props, I dont know, maybe I will see something that can be used as torture device. I will see.
As I said Im going mainly for clothes. I want some white or pink cheap panties or thongs, smaller size then I wear. I was even thinking about some childs underwear, I really want to feel that on my skin after few days wearing it. I plan to get really dirty in those panties during my sessions, especially looking forward to outdoor play.
I will also buy some matching bra, again in much smaller size so my chest is really under pressure. I like the idea of having clothepins or anything sharp in small bra on myself, that is really tight on my chest. Also Im looking forward to marks which I get by wearing small sized cloth.
Another piece of clothing I want to buy tomorrow is some really cheap and short dress. I want to modify it then at home and make the most slutty dress ever. I was thinking about making it even shorter if it will not be enough, making holes in it or write humiliating things on it. It will be nice piece of clothing for bdsm play and potentional outdoor humiliation. Again I will try smaller sizes, but I think it will not work quite well like with underwear.
Last thing on my wishlist for tomorrow are stockings. I want black one, or maybe pink. They should be really slutty and I will dont have mercy for them. I really liked bondage and bdsm play in stockings few days ago but I dont want to ruin my own stockings. I will see what else I will find in shop tomorrow and I believe I will buy something more.
As for other props I definitely want some good ear plugs, or anything that will make me hear nothing. I want to try selfbondage with blinfold, ear plugs and gag. I could use some more clothepins so I will be buying pack of them. I will be getting some hot sauce, I already have my favorite, dont remember how strong it is but I will share more info once I buy it. I want to push myself and get into selfbondage with this on my pussy, didnt find courage yet.
Sandpaper, never used it and I dont know why. It sounds like great tool, especialy into my new bra. rubber bands, but some stronger ones. I use the small ones from time to time, they are quite painfull but nothing special. I like marks they leave tho. You can even draw on your body with those things. Well I want some big ones.
And thats it for my list. Im sure I will buy some more things when I see them. I wanted to share about my plans for tomorrow and I will surely write about what I bought and what I didnt. I will be happy if you write me your ideas on pervertable items? Or what do you use?
Have a good night !
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