Sunday, January 22, 2012

Hello world

Hi there,

My first post, so exciting. Im just sitting here in my room, with my legs tied up, with some clothepins and clamps all over my body and after a looong teasing and edging session. I decided that before I let myself taste orgasm I will write this, right now, in pain. In this very first post I want to answer three basic questions about this blog. Who am I, what I like and why I started this blog.


Who is Lucie?

Im a 21 years old girl living in the Czech Republic. Im about to finnish second year on university of art and in the future Im going to be a teacher, I hope. My hobbies are art, tennis, riding a bike and bdsm ofcourse.

Now briefly about my sexual life. I like pain since I was a little girl, quite a long time before I even know what sex is. I started to masturbate when I was 12-13 and I link this addiction with pain since I can remember. I was happy with that situation for good 3 years, ofcourse I pushed myself quite quickly and I was doing a lot harder stuff then years ago, but when I was about 16 I started to feel that pain is just not enough. I started to do more perverted stuff then before, it just wasnt a pure pain anymore. I was excited about being forced to something. That was the period when I started to be active on online chats. I was searching for people that can force me to do things via internet, but it wasnt what I expected. I even searched for a real people, but again with no luck, only creeps.

So It was only me and myself again. I tried a lot of new things, even those one I would never even think about year ago. I was exploring this new world for about 2 years. When I turned 18 I bought my very first sexual toys, vibrator and vibe egg. I was really obsessed by this new toys. I remember that I practiced selfbondage every evening with those toys forcing my poor pussy to cum again and again. When I was about 19 another important thing came into my life. I started to go deep into denial and teasing. I cant imagine that I practice bdsm without it now. I was doing more perverted things, harder selfbondage, harder torture, longer denial and Im sure I still have  a lot of space before I find my boundaries.

So what I like today?

I love pain, everywhere on my body, depends on intensity as a pleasure or as a punishement. My limit is blood, but I break this limit time to time while spanking or whipping myself.
I love to be humiliated but in private. I like the idea of being in mess, not really experienced in that yet. I would like to push my exhibition boundaries this summer. I have yet a lot of things to push in humiliation category.
In case of bondage I like everything. Im total rope whore. I dont really like chains tho.
This is just briefly written, I will focus on this topic in my next posts.

And last, most important thing.
Why I started this blog? I was chatting with some new and great people last few months and they really loved what Im doing so I thoutgh that I can open to wider public. I like to write about myself, because even tho Im really shy in real life, there is a exhibitionist inside me. I just love the idea that I share my adventures with another strangers on the internet.

Another thing is that when you meet someone new, it tooks weeks and hours of writing before you can be sure that she / he looks on sexual life similar to you. I plan to write a lot here, about what I like, what I want to try and what I hate. I want to find people with similar likes, so we can talk about it then maybe.

And last thing is that I hope to be in touch with regular visitors after some time. I plan to let you decide how long I should stay tied up, or how hard should I be on myself. I want visitors to feel like part of my adventures especially in longer sessions, even days long.

Lets see how it will work :)

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